In a few months I'll be 20 years old and I've realized that I'll no longer be a teenager. You maybe thinking big deal nothing important(which is what i was thinking at first), but a few things from my childhood has popped up that keeps remindin me that I'm getting older. for example, I had a few action-man toys that i used to play with when i was a little boy which i thought i had lost, that other day when i was clearing my room i found every single one at the bottom of a box. the other thing was a game i used to play on the play station bout 10 years ago which is very rare now bout some how I've managed to find it and currently playing now. another example is at christmas when i took my baby brother to a wacky warehouse kinda thing, watching him play around the place reminded me of myself when my mom used to take to that kinda thing. when each of those things popped up it brought a smile to my face thinking bout all the good times but when i was young i always used to think to myself i wish i was an adult but now that i am i realized that i don't think i'm finished being a child yet.
Don't get me wrong I'm enjoying my life right now and things have gone to plan because I'm starting uni soon its just that i kinda feel like i wished part of my life away. but all is not lost cause i can re-live my childhood again in a mature way by taking my baby brother to the places my parents have brought me and places I've wanted to go but never got the chance.
Writing this blog has help me realize wat I'm going through right now and i now know why i feel the way i do. I think I'll be posting more blogs in future so look out for them lol.
Thanks for reading and feel free to leave comments
Jerome.
